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I feel nothing.The numbness is almost comforting
The feeling of absolutely nothing
No sadness, no anger
Just dead silence
I couldn't care less for his reply
I couldn't care less if he's gone for good
No nervousness, no fear
Just emptiness
My life just goes on, the days drag by
My cuts don't get worse, nor do they improve
No worries, not anxious
I feel nothing.
CharcoalI light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

The silence is now louder,
And we are samer than the others.
Though the fire now burns quieter,
We're nothing but fighting brothers.

So I light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

Aren't we lovers? Aren't we a fact?
Let's find a new fate.

      Somewhere

                                  people

don't

            know

                             our

                                            
lostI see them slip one by one, all my dreams

Try so hard to catch them, but they dance away it seems.

I don’t want my friends to be my only source of hope

I don’t want to hurt myself anymore just to cope.

This life hasn’t turned out the way I wanted it to be

I’m scared of a future I’m not sure I want to see.

Everyday I feel more confused, feel even more lost

I want to die but I’m not sure if its worth the cost~
Have you seen that girlHave you seen that girl
With the yellow clothing
Running around, making too much noise?

I’m afraid I haven’t
I’ve seen the girl in blue though
She was calm, yet seemed troubled

What’re you talking about
I’ve only seen the girl in black
Packed with danger, yet kept to herself

Ah, were you guys just talking about me?

They all turned
To find the girl
The color they each want to see
For she is nothing
But
A mirror
That shows what you want to see
But never
Revealing the hidden part inside
Dear momThirteen years are far too long.
I think of your favorite song
and I sit here this day,
thinking what would be the best to say.

I miss you, more then most know.
I remember the way your eyes used to glow.
Waking up each morning, to the smell of coffee and smoke,
there you sat, in your morning cloak.

One day I will paint, I'll paint you in blue.
For you are my sky, that will always be true.
I think of the days filled with happiness and smiles,
the way you made us feel, could be seen for miles.

The little things I wish I remembered,
the way you laughed, what you would have worn in December.
How it felt to fall a sleep next to you,
but one day
wading in deeperI've never told you
about this fear
and it is proof of cowardice
how I dare speak of it
when you're not here
I've never put it into words
before, but maybe you've seen it
in the way I look at you
or silently plead for your hand
to hold
it says
please
don't leave me
alone
because you are
the most precious soul
and without you here
I forget how to breathe
and drown
Consider It a DiseaseIs like a bomb that's about to hit
A errie thought that takes over
When life get hard
We give up
Therefore it seems like death is the only answer
You wish your friends and family can stop you
But only you can stop yourself
Don't let negatively become a disease
You're stronger then that
Life will get better down the road
Is the truth but only so few can believe in so
Be happy, my baby girl.I don’t know when you’ll be reading this, my sweetheart
But what daddy is about to tell you will help you understand him a little

Your father is a complex, but loving and caring man
He always tried to help his friends and loved ones whenever he could, even if it was at the cost of himself
But that isn’t the best thing one can do
It got him hurt a lot by people he would have never thought to be hurt by
Luckily daddy has gone through it all, just so he could teach you to be different
Listen to me baby girl, it took daddy not long to figure out what life is
What life is ment to be, and what its true purpose is

He was depresse
Love and trust are brokenLove and trust are broken
More times than restored
And leaves a person dead
But not blind
When you still fall in love and trust
Even though you’re broken
It’s probably just desperation
To keep away the bitter truth
The truth that says
Mutual love rarely does exist
When they do, it needs to come with trust
And the truth with trust is that
You can’t trust anybody
Without getting broken
Not even yourself
Stone Heartkneeling on rough ground,
the tears fall from my face,
collecting in a chalice beneath your feet,
feel the melodic rhythm of my heart in every drop,
and sate your thirsty lips upon the cool water,
drink your fill from the wellspring of my love,
but do not be surprised once the well runs dry,
and my heart becomes like stone,
and beats no more
Still searching for youthe skyline has been torn open again
as it released the cold cold rain
water rises into a river so deep
drowning me just leave me to sleep

i slowly start to open my eyelids
and look to where the light once hid
the darkness now surrounds the sky
as these rivers now run dry

I take a walk on the streets without names
as my blood freezes within my veins
my lips start to slowly turn blue  
im at the end but im still searching for you

so i walk through the valley of death
as i savoir my very last breath
my lungs feel so full but there so empty
ill die to see the beauty i used to see
LiveI'm Rio that needs a hero.

Take this knife out of my chest or leave me bleeding with out a bulletproof vest.

Am I a angel or a demon? something in me is emotional and hidden.

Somethings are unwritten and out spoken. A fire is in me.

Water calms the flames of rage. To much water kills the flame that is in a cage.

The bird still sings in it's tortured state of mind. Trying to find peace inside.

Peace is is wish for being so blind. Because peace is at his bedside.

Between the darkened heart and pent up rage. The sun is rising off the waves.

A new day rises another one sets. I'm letting go of this soulless regret.

This is for my own good
The Pixelated Mani am just a single pixel,
a tiny dot on the digital canvas of my life,
a speck of grey in a sea of color,
a whirlpool of life and frivolity,
yet the sea is far away,
i am but a single pixel on a blank canvas,
a single pixel can never see a bigger picture,
yet somehow i am okay this way,
a single solitary pixel,
and yet all the same i cling to hope,
i hope that one day i will be joined by other pixels,
so that we may form a beautiful picture,
a special little masterpiece
Self MonstersI have awful thoughts
in my head,
its even scaring the monsters
under my bed.
Stealing the light
away from the
moon,
eclipsing ever
so soon.
I'd stab you in the
back if
I didn't only
have a spoon.
I'll dig my
own hole,
deeper and deeper,
just until I
feel a bit
cleaner.
I'm buzzing like
am addict,
experienced like one
too.
But here I am,
barely able
to tie my own
shoe.
My eyes have been
heavy for
days,
even weeks.
But here everyone
is, watching
my head leak.
I'll break up
night and day,
and leave you
all alone.
I'm never
fucking
coming
back
home.

The BondFull of sorrow, full of hate.
Rejection, disappointment. Is this fate?
At those hard times
Love, warmth, support and understanding seem to be
The one and only remedy.

Two separate lives,
Two separate souls.
Both so alike,
And yet so different, like the Poles.
Their worlds collide
And they unite.

To everyone's surprise,
Their bond was stronger unlike any other.
It grew, expanded, prospered,
Their lives now just as bright as summer's sunrise.

They're not like Romeo and Juliet,
Oh no.
To fall in love the moment  that they met,
To say that, straight away, they are 'The One'
Wasn't the way they like to get things done.

Patience, dedication a
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Sweet ConversationsYou make a cake
I'll bake some cookies
You look up while
I cook up some pastries.

Sugar can be oh-so-sweet,
But honey, we know we both can beat
The flour, the eggs, the milk
Into whatever else you'd really want.

The chocolate, vanilla,
Cinnamon sweets
My stomach growls just thinking about them.
Buttery laughter,
Maybe add a tad bit more cocoa powder.

So! What are we making next?
Croissants, rolls, cupcakes?
Your life must be so interesting as one who can bake!
Do you sprinkle your life with powdered enthusiasm?
Drench your worries in fluffy creations,
Turn them into a warm delights?
'Cause that's how I see it!

Sugary, luscious results of
The Rain Will Always Fall For Someone ElseThe rain
It fell so softly and
I kept thinking how nice it would be
To run out there
Feel the cool droplets land on my skin and yet
The clouds are gray, reminding me of the ashes of the fires of hope that had been extinguished over and over and over in the past.
It would be okay even if it was that cold; I'd go out there.

I think that maybe
Raindrops are a way to tell us
Someone, somewhere, has been crying.
I want to cheer them up. ..No, I need to.
So, I'll keep meeting those people and telling them things
Things that will keep them alive and well and something along the lines of,

"You're worth it. So don't ever tell yourself you aren't.
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There's something
I wanna tell you.

Hey, probably you already know—
I've told you ninety-nine times.
Maybe the hundredth will be special.

We've had our ups and our downs
Can't deny us that.
But we've been honest,
Been forgetful
Regretful
Forgiving
Revengeful.
Yet through everything, we kept going.
We stumbled through some tangled pasts
Mixed up emotions
Twisted fairytales of happy endings.
But our story hasn't ended
I wouldn't want it to, either.

Hey, do you remember that time
When they told me to forget you?
Leave, then blot you out of my life?
Yeah, they wanted to tear us apart
Break us down
They tried to convince me you were worthless.

Some caring people they were.

But I'm thankful to you
You stood by next to me
Took all the hurt and worry
Took all the bitterness
Trusted me—
And actually smiled.
You don't know how much I respect you.

I may not have known you for a very long time
But so much has happened
In such a small amount of time.

I remember you turned to me and asked me a simple question.
"How can you smile like that, without a care in the world?"
I only whispered,
"I think—maybe a little too much but, I think.
I think and create a world for only me and my thoughts."
Right then you just decided to waltz into my private 'world'.
But I suppose only you could do that.

Let me tell you something though.
I don't let just anyone in my life.
I don't trust many people. But,
You found a way through my insecurities
My faults
My doubts
My artificial persona.
You made me act like I wanted to act, for so long.
I hadn't realized I'd bottled up all of my fears of being hurt.
You opened up that bottle with the first smile you gave me.

Thank you.

You made me realize who I used to be
Who I am
Who I will be
And I know what I'll do
I'll just keep telling you a couple more thousands of times.

I love you just a little more every single time I tell you that I do.
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another story poem
love is a funny thing guys.
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nvm guys I don't love anyone now lmao
so much for breakups
its k though since they happen
here have some hate cause that's all im feelin
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guys why is this like the most viewed thing in my gallery I don't like the prospect of love anymore.
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~jessrei Feb 20, 2013
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~Omffi Feb 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
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